Didn’t plan or expect this trigger today. .
Different doctor appointment. Same medical office building.
Do you believe in odd circumstances/ situations/ occurrences. For some reason I always find connections to things. 🙄
This didn’t really hit me until I passed the hospital and then really hit when I pulled into the parking lot.
Exactly 28 weeks ago was the last time we pulled in here to hear what we didn’t want to hear.
Today, an immediate knot in my stomach, heart pounding, & the tightness in my throat from anxiety. Today was that baby’s due date. Coincidentally – B’s annual appt. brought me back here today. BUT I’m here for HIM. COUNTING my Blessings for my little man who’s been in our lives for 4 years. Who brings me so much joy. Who is healthy.
I’ll never get over my loss and I will continue to have my rough days. But in my struggle today I continually will REDIRECT my thoughts to being THANKFUL FOR HIM! My Healthy Baby B!
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I am 35 yrs. old -a Wife and Mother to a Beautiful Boy and my Rainbow Baby Girl. I am a dance and fitness instructor. I own a fitness studio where I offer a variety of fitness classes in the evenings. I recently have become a FULL TIME Fitness Coach after 3+ years of working as a Day Care Assistant after having my Son and leaving my Emotionally Taxing Case Management Position. Fitness is my passion! I love to work out on my own AND with others! Throughout my both of my pregnancies I continued to work out on my own and with Beachbody programs, live my dream of being a work from home mom (for most of the day), and teach at my studio (and other locations) in the evening. After the birth of my son I have worked hard to get my pre-preg. body back. Shaun T's T25 was initial program and then Tony's P90X3 BOTH which I loved the short affective times because with having a newborn baby that was EXACTLY what I needed. I know and understand the self discipline it takes to achieve your desired goals and I am still on that path and have my struggles as everyone else does! I love to offer my support to my clientele with group fitness classes I offer in my community and I feel we work as a team all together to HELP each other. I LOVE offering my support via the web too as I REACH other people that I can't physically see. IT IS AMAZINGLY rewarding and I can't imagine NOT doing what I do! Im currently on my postpartum journey once again and so GRATEFUL and BLESSED to live this healthy lifestyle, lead by example for my family, and support others on their journey too!