Didn’t plan or expect this trigger today. .
Different doctor appointment. Same medical office building.
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Do you believe in odd circumstances/ situations/ occurrences. For some reason I always find connections to things. 🙄
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This didn’t really hit me until I passed the hospital and then really hit when I pulled into the parking lot.
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Exactly 28 weeks ago was the last time we pulled in here to hear what we didn’t want to hear.
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Today, an immediate knot in my stomach, heart pounding, & the tightness in my throat from anxiety. Today was that baby’s due date. Coincidentally – B’s annual appt. brought me back here today. BUT I’m here for HIM. COUNTING my Blessings for my little man who’s been in our lives for 4 years. Who brings me so much joy. Who is healthy.
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I’ll never get over my loss and I will continue to have my rough days. But in my struggle today I continually will REDIRECT my thoughts to being THANKFUL FOR HIM! My Healthy Baby B!
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