The dryer buzzer went off. I could have taken the time to fold the clothes and put the new load in dryer…but
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Instead I held you.
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The dishes in dish drain needed to get put away and the dishes in the sink needed to be washed…but
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Instead I held you.
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My phone vibrated. I could have checked my email…sent emailed I needed to send…check my online groups and messages…but
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Instead I held you.
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I get choked up at how BLESSED I am to have you. So beautifully miraculously made. Your little veined streaked eyelids…the little twitches your lips make…the occasion deep breath sleepy sigh…these 5 months have flown by FASTER then I remember your brothers first 5months of life.
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I will NEVER get these moments back. The simplicity of just holding and watching you sleep. Sometimes Life is TO COMPLICATED AND OVER SATURATED.
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So INSTEAD. I held you!
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I let time go by. I didn’t worry about anything that needed to be done or what I had done already. I lived and breathed with YOU in the moment. It was one of my best moments of the day. 😍

I am 40 yrs. old -a Wife and Mother of 4 (Funny Double Digit Boy, my Rainbow Baby Sassy Girl, my Blue Eyed Silly Boy, and my Sweet-as-can-be Baby Girl). Once a dance instructor and fitness studio owner (closed the doors in 2020). I found my passion in Fitness and Coaching after leaving my Emotionally Taxing Case Management Position. I love to work out on my own AND with others! Throughout all 5 of my pregnancies I continued to work out on my own, run, and with Beachbody programs. I know and understand the self discipline it takes to achieve your desired goals and I am still on that path and have my struggles as everyone else does! I love to offer my support to my clientele with group fitness classes I offer in my community and I feel we work as a team all together to HELP each other. I LOVE offering my support via the web too as I REACH other people that I can't physically see. IT IS AMAZINGLY rewarding and I can't imagine NOT having that as part of my life! Im currently on my postpartum journey once again and so GRATEFUL and BLESSED to live this healthy lifestyle, lead by example for my family, and support others on their journey too!