One Year…a Blessing and a Prayer!

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What’s on my mind the FB status always inquires…OH MAN a mix of emotions…don’t even know where to ‘throw blame’ of it on…pregnancy hormones…heart…life…WE ALL have rollercoaster times right?! HE it’s Thursday how about a #ThankfulThursday

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I’ve been a head full of conflicting emotions this week! An “anniversary” that threw me a curveball…I tried to go on acting like it could pass by and that I could do so like it didn’t happen…after all Im BLESSED with a growing pregnancy now…frustrated self thoughts.

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HOW CAN I LET MYSELF get DOWN when I have something to be excited and HAPPY for!

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I thought maybe it would fade away….like a memory…and it has gotten a lot easier…but I won’t fully forget. I’ve learned through my struggles, FOR ME, I grow stronger by going through the emotions, blogging, and talking about it.

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I dont stay there long…but LONG ENOUGH to confide in Faith and God for support and to allow myself to FEEL the pain I felt AND by praying for those who are there — BY JUST KNOWING there are so many who are feeling it STILL and everyday!

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This *prayer* I’ve kept in my phone since that day I found out (you’ll see the date) – I often recited to myself as I could relate to that feeling..I still do so for those who struggle! TODAY I PRAY THANKS for the Faith and Strength that pulled me through those emotional days and months and I PRAY for those who I can relate to having/knowing that feeling! #Keepthefaith

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I am 35 yrs. old -a Wife and Mother to a Beautiful Boy and my Rainbow Baby Girl. I am a dance and fitness instructor. I own a fitness studio where I offer a variety of fitness classes in the evenings. I recently have become a FULL TIME Fitness Coach after 3+ years of working as a Day Care Assistant after having my Son and leaving my Emotionally Taxing Case Management Position. Fitness is my passion! I love to work out on my own AND with others! Throughout my both of my pregnancies I continued to work out on my own and with Beachbody programs, live my dream of being a work from home mom (for most of the day), and teach at my studio (and other locations) in the evening. After the birth of my son I have worked hard to get my pre-preg. body back. Shaun T's T25 was initial program and then Tony's P90X3 BOTH which I loved the short affective times because with having a newborn baby that was EXACTLY what I needed. I know and understand the self discipline it takes to achieve your desired goals and I am still on that path and have my struggles as everyone else does! I love to offer my support to my clientele with group fitness classes I offer in my community and I feel we work as a team all together to HELP each other. I LOVE offering my support via the web too as I REACH other people that I can't physically see. IT IS AMAZINGLY rewarding and I can't imagine NOT doing what I do! Im currently on my postpartum journey once again and so GRATEFUL and BLESSED to live this healthy lifestyle, lead by example for my family, and support others on their journey too!

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