What’s on my mind the FB status always inquires…OH MAN a mix of emotions…don’t even know where to ‘throw blame’ of it on…pregnancy hormones…heart…life…WE ALL have rollercoaster times right?! HE it’s Thursday how about a #ThankfulThursday

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I’ve been a head full of conflicting emotions this week! An “anniversary” that threw me a curveball…I tried to go on acting like it could pass by and that I could do so like it didn’t happen…after all Im BLESSED with a growing pregnancy now…frustrated self thoughts.

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HOW CAN I LET MYSELF get DOWN when I have something to be excited and HAPPY for!

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I thought maybe it would fade away….like a memory…and it has gotten a lot easier…but I won’t fully forget. I’ve learned through my struggles, FOR ME, I grow stronger by going through the emotions, blogging, and talking about it.

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I dont stay there long…but LONG ENOUGH to confide in Faith and God for support and to allow myself to FEEL the pain I felt AND by praying for those who are there — BY JUST KNOWING there are so many who are feeling it STILL and everyday!

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This *prayer* I’ve kept in my phone since that day I found out (you’ll see the date) – I often recited to myself as I could relate to that feeling..I still do so for those who struggle! TODAY I PRAY THANKS for the Faith and Strength that pulled me through those emotional days and months and I PRAY for those who I can relate to having/knowing that feeling! #Keepthefaith

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