This is coming from a very POSITIVE place for me. I really am finding myself in the “Stage of Acceptance” and feeling ‘OK’! .

*Long Unapologetically Me~My Page My Blog Post*

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I was given 2 books and this little memory frame a couple weeks ago. Still on that edge of Depression & Acceptance. On the verge of a day of non-stop tears and days of feeling great. I tucked them away ‘not ready’ to even read the titles or this little message that came with this frame. 

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Yesterday re-triggered some emotions (as I packed for my trip) BUT it was different this time. 

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I find that the more I’ve expressed. The more I accepted. The more I’ve talked. The more I’ve spoken and especially to those who know the feeling. The more I’ve gone from major moments of Depression and Avoidance to moments of Strength and Acceptance. I’ve had moments of clarity and each new moment is better and better. 

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Dain+Sarah=Baby “Dainah”(Dana) Hood. 

We didn’t know if we were going to have a he or she. When we discussed names I always said of how that name could be used for either AND it was a fusion of our two names which I loved. So a piece of closure. A piece of peace. A name for in Heaven. 

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As I get closer and closer to feeling like this “chapter” is ending I am able to find these little things and moments as closure. As sense of positivity, peace, and acceptance. 

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The truth. The sad truth. 1 in 4 go through this. I’ve spoken to some that have ‘NOT spoken’. They’ve felt the need to keep it quiet. Miscarriage isn’t something to deal with alone or feel like it needs to be hush hush. I understand each person deals with things in their own way and I’m not saying “blog” it like me BUT those who reached out to me from my *unapologetically me* shares have HELPED me heal and I truly feel it’s been faster than had I not. 

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Both this little frame and this message I avoided for awhile. Now these messages leave a very POWERFUL, positive, and peaceful impression on me.

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Maybe someone will see this and find comfort in it too. Or if still find pain I’m an ear to listen to and can relate. I to can ‘pay it forward’ and lend that helping ear and heart. Don’t be shy! 

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